one, acknowledgement of His existence
two, remembrance of His graceful guidance
Three, realization of the reason for my being

woman is born —
strong,mature
and sensitive,
for the duty to
care for his
sentiment

is near,
nothing
but —

its land was cursed,
as screams reach the
heaven. Even though
its land is slowly
dying, no one notices

until the last
judgment arrives

When I accept
my nothingness

no more pretending,
suppressing —

genuine self —

several days ago,
unavoidable void
occupied the empty
heart, — ego
 
suddenly
your question, why not
living, but trying,
appeared as a pinprick
to follow

because
while living days and nights,
forgetting every moment
I breathe

soon
forgetfulness
became dementia